THE TRUTH ABOUT BEING VINDICTIVE

Back in the day in the early nineties, I use to be the queen of getting revenge and sadly to say I still struggle with that from time to time but it’s not as bad as it use to be. God gave me a revelation concerning a vindictive spirit that I would like to share with you because as a teacher I would never try to appear as being a strong woman who has overcame everything and have it all together because I don’t. And I feel that if preachers, teachers, and evangelist would preach more about their own shortcomings and weaknesses and admit how they also struggle with certain things then more people would take heed to their messages and be glad to surrender to the kingdom of God because people are going through some things and they’re looking for somebody who’s gonna keep it real and who can relate to whatever they’re dealing with. So to every human being, I can relate to you because I myself am human; I’m not always in the best of moods, I’m not always happy, I’m not always encouraging, sometimes everybody get on my nerves, i don’t wanna be bothered, there are some folks I just don’t like and don’t care to be around them, there are days when I go to work and just wanna knock everybody out, and there are days when I just don’t wanna go to work period. Yes I feel that way sometimes being a born again believer baptized and filled with the Holy Spirit and those who can relate to being vindictive, if you were anything like me then I couldn’t rest if I didn’t pay somebody back for what they did to me, I couldn’t eat or sleep until I did something because it would linger on my mind for days, weeks, or months, and I was constantly plotting. But when you take it upon yourself to pay a person back for what they have done to you then you’re actually opening the door to the spirit of pride and putting yourself in the place of God. Let me explain, in the book of Romans 12:19 it reads: Beloved do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, vengeance is mine, I will repay says the Lord. God is onipotent and there is nothing or no one hidden from his sight, for he sees and knows everything and he’s everywhere. He’s completely Holy, righteous, perfect, and the only one who has the right to repay and render the judgement to whom it is due because of who he is. When we do it ourselves, our pride sets in with it and we have the attitude that a person must pay immediately for what they did to us and if we had the power we would strike them dead or we’ll do some serious damage. We’ll say: how could he or she do that to me out of all people’s? Do they realize who I am? We be more concerned about ourselves and our image and hate suffering from the embarrassment of what was done to us and then have to deal with the whispering, gossip, and the laughter of those who heard about it and that drives us even more to the edge and we end up making a bigger mess of the situation that can lead to trouble and jail time. But one thing we must remember is that Satan was kicked out of heaven due to his pride and because he wanted to be worshiped instead of being the worshipper and wanted to be in control by trying to put himself in God’s place and once again whenever we take revenge we are doing the very same thing, being puffed up with pride and act as if we’re sitting on the throne by wanting to be in control which is a dangerous thing because we are not God but he is, and we are not the judge but he is and told us to rather give place to wrath. (Him) Even Joseph could testify to my teaching because after his brothers did evil to him, this is what the scriptures says in Genesis 50:15-19: When Joseph brothers saw that their father was dead, they said, perhaps Joseph will hate us, and may actually repay us for all the evil which we did to him. So they sent messengers to Joseph, saying, thus you shall say to Joseph: I beg you, please forgive the trespasses of your brothers and their sin; for they did evil to you. Now, please forgive the trespass of the servants of the God of your father. And Joseph wept when they spoke to him. Then his brothers also went and fell down before his face, and they said, behold we are your servants. Joseph said to them, do not be afraid, for am I in the place of God? As you can see in the scriptures, Joseph knew within himself that he would’ve been putting himself in the place of God if he had repaid his brothers for what they had done. But my favorite verse is verse number 20 when he said: You meant evil against me; but God meant it for good, in order to bring it about as it is this day, to save many people alive. Sometimes people may think they’re hurting you but in reality they’re doing you some good because whatever they’re dishing out then God can use it to strengthen you and make you a better person. I have been hurt, betrayed, heartbroken, lied on, cheated on, talked about, and I’ve also did it to others but the Lord used all of those things and worked it together for my good by washing me and cleasing me with his blood in order to teach his people through me and to save many people alive. Give it all to God and let the Lord repay!!!!!! 

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2 thoughts on “THE TRUTH ABOUT BEING VINDICTIVE

  1. Outstanding and well said Vicky!!! This is an awesome read and so true. Continue to allow God to use you and watch how He repay you for all you have been through by giving you the desires of your heart. Peace and Blessings!!!

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