God was constantly warning me throughout the years, and he had spoken to me on numerous occasions telling me to turn from my sins. He even warned me through dreams and visions but I was so stubborn and arrogant wanting everything to go my way because I wanted to get married so bad that I was determined to get what I wanted. But I’ve learned that no human can manipulate the Lord and he’s not going to force anybody to serve him, and he’s going to respect each person’s decision but just know that there will be consequences and a judgement in the end. I was walking around with so much baggage because every man that I slept with brought along a different baggage, and when I became tired and wanted to stop getting high, men would buy me more and more marijuana because the devil was determined to keep me in bondage. Now I’ve heard people say that there’s nothing wrong with smoking weed because it came from the earth and that there’s nothing wrong with masturbation. But my response to them is this: The Devil Is A Liar!!!! Everything that comes from the earth doesn’t mean that it’s good for you. In the book of Genesis 2:16-17 it says: and the Lord commanded the man saying, of every tree of the garden you may freely eat; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die. Therefore the tree of the knowledge of good and evil came from the earth but the fruit was not to be eaten. Marijuana is a drug and it does have side effects after a long term use of it such as: altered senses, changes in mood, impaired body movement, difficulty with thinking and problem solving, impaired memory, breathing problems, increased heart rate with the chance of a heart attack, and problems with child development during and after pregnancy. And just because it’s legal in certain states, doesn’t mean that God approves of it. In the book of Romans 12:1 it says: I beseech you therefore my brethren by the mercies of God that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. Smoking or snorting cocaine, the use of marijuana, meth, heroin, and etc. is not holy and acceptable to God because anything that we put into our physical bodies that causes physical or mental harm is sin. And masturbation which means to stimulate one’s own genitals for sexual pleasures is not holy and acceptable to God either. A two second orgasm isn’t worth spending eternity in a burning hell and I was on my way there. Satan knows that his time on earth is short and that his destiny has already been written in the book of revelation and there is absolutely no hope for him. But there’s hope for us who have repented and still alive and remaining but just beware, because Satan is trying to take many to hell with him as possible and it’s so sad that many are serving him, dying, and going there every single day. He’ll make you think that everybody goes to heaven when they die but that is not true so do not be deceived.